.Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ' 6:55 PM Y

Treasure me today because you may not know what will happen to me tomorrow.
I heard something mournful today;right now, and it makes me feel that life is fragile. You've to treasure every single moment you have with everyone, be it your parents or your friends etc, because he/she might just leave the next day. Many things ain't within our control, and trust me, please live like you're dying the next day. I'm not being pessimistic, but i just ........*taking a deep breath and sighs* Nobody knows the rhythem of the heart.
Okay. It's very obvious that someone had just left me, and that is one of my grandmother. You must be thinking why she's ONE of my grandmother(neither my father nor my mother side), and this is what i'm kind of lazy to explain. However, i still address her as grandmother and of cause, i feel sad. Well. Nobody likes to lose someone;especially the one that has the voice that i used to hear in my life, and it just sounds too familiar. sighs. This piece of news seriously made me feel soo lost, as if i've lost my way back home. its simply tooo hard for me to accept, sighs, just too hard to accept.
But no worries, my friend, i'll still be there(school) tomorrow. I'll wake up and i'll be alright :) because i know, thats the end of her story;a happily ever after ending.
I'm glad that i'm still be able to stand strong now, probably because i have not attended the funeral yet. Definitely i'll go, but i just don't know how i'll be feeling after that.
oh well. this coming sunday gonna be my anata, GLADYS , advanced birthday celebration, and it gonna be a BBQ!! thou its not on the actual day, i hope she will enjoy herself because every AnE members will be there to celebrate with her!! Hopefully everyone will enjoy him/herself on that day, and I look forward to her BBQ, because, I WANNA EAT THE TASTY CHICKEN WINGS!! :)
okay. it's a tiring day today, and i dont know why. probably because i'd been sleeping late these few days, and waking up early in the morning for school. yeah. so i shall end here. :)
LOVES
Baoying
Treasure me today because you may not know what will happen to me tomorrow~

Life still goes on