HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
YES! Chinese new year is just the next day!!today is the eve of it! :D well. im kinda excited about it!!!! HAHA! :) i wanna see my cousins whom i dint see it for like a year?! finally this is the day i get to see them.
Also, today is the last day to do spring cleaning!!! And, i vacuum my house, help my grandma in praying to the ancestors and gods. Thats what i always do during the eve! while packing my stuffs in my room, i get to find a diary of mine, which i used to write in it. i read it, and i came across this entry on mine which was titled 'When happily ever after ends.' it's a kinda sad entry, and im rather affected after i read it, and the whole night, i was contemplating, asking myself several questions. Hmmm!!
The post goes like this :
WHEN HAPPILY EVER AFTER ENDS...
My day passes by like this ......( talking about how boring is my holidays). However, i heard a piece of shocking news today. A and B is getting divorce. That was shocking to me, as i always thought that they are well matched.
C is the child of A and B, and im thinking why cant they tolerate with each other, for the sake of their child. Even that little child of theirs know that even though she called her daddy to come home, he wont though his reply was always "okay." She added, "daddy wont come back. daddy dont like mummy, and daddy only loves me." She ended her conversation to D with a sigh, and said " Daddy will never come back again."
When ever B heard that A wont come back home, she'll tears. but thats in the beginning, but now, she tears no more. I think she's numb; feels no more pain, see no more hope. THe tears she dropped tell me that she feels that pain, and she still loves him. But now, that feelings has faded, and dried out just like her tears.
Why this happen? well. none can answer me beside them. i thought that they will live happily ever after however, this comes to an end, long time ago. Its happily never after now.
Hopefully there'll be a solution to it. There's a hidden truth behind a lie.
Thats what i'd wrote, and unfortunately, there isn't a solution to it. i dont know how is the situation now, however, i still wish them all the best!!! :D
WELL well. its cny, and i wish everyone a happy lunar new year!!! may all of u collect more red packets!!!! HUAT LAH!!!! Win in what ever games you play. good luck!
XOXO
BAoying
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