ENDLESS DOUBTS
I’m so sorry to my dearest readers. dint really update my blog recently. been busy with BAOC 09 and other activities. its kinda tiring, and time consuming for BAOC and i dint really enjoy myself a lot. i dont know why the rest enjoyed it sooooo much. hmmm! should get my BFAS to join together, and i believe everything will be sooo much different. We shall all join together for the year 2010.
On one of the Friday, I’d watched ALONE, a horror movie from thai. It’s rather scary, but its still carries a moral behind it. Maybe because its applicable to my life recently, that’s why i contemplated a lot after this movie.
In short, this movie is about jealously, love and revenge. That’s very summarized, I think. But this movie is very horrifying.
Even though this movie is scary, I can still think rationally after it. I was wondering, can love destroy the strong bond that was build between 2 friends, or sisters? And I guess, the answer is YES because reality shows that, and im truly disappointed by all the actions.
Also, because of love, oneself can resort to any methods in order to maintain/obtain their love. As in this movie, the twin sisters fight among themselves because of love and jealousy. Ended up, one of them killed the other one. I guess in reality, such things do happen. They resort to methods like self manipulating (cutting wrist), suicides etc.
Love is between 2 persons, and no one else. I realized some people who are in love neglects everything. Be it works, friends etc. They have forgotten who the ones who accompanied them are, being there when they need help, giving care and concern, and are always there for you. Now they have someone who they can rely on, and so, they don’t need those who used to be there for them. They won’t come and find you unless their partner aint free, or they had some fight and need someone to talk to, or they really need your help. If not, they won’t be looking for you. and I SWEAR this happen in reality. You just need to observe the things that happen around you, and I think, soon, you will realize that.
And because of love, they won’t make that initiative to look for you. Since they have their ‘permanent’ half to talk to, speak to, share with, they don’t need the temporary ones. Because both of them experience the same thing, it’s rather tough for them to talk/share with someone who don’t experience the same thing.
That’s why things gonna be different, and it needs efforts and initiative to patch things up. Once the bond breaks, it will be gone. Never take things for granted. Always remember, true friends are permanent, but not love.
LOVES
ABY




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