its been quite sometime ive last blog something sentimental;rather more towards daily life instead. recently dint have the mood to blog something profound. and im PROUD to say, i LOVE the photos(above), after ive edited the lighting and shadows. :D 

okay. yesterday, ive horrible, terrible, veggitable, facial complexion. BOTH OF MY CHEEKS ARE LOBSTER-RED THE WHOLE DAY UP TILL 7. im super duper SAD :((( because probably its due to the stupid BBQ on saturday, and the eat out on sunday. and for both days, i ate seafood. i'm allergic to seafoods!! :(((( this is an extremely sad piece of news because ... I LOVE TO EAT SEAFOODS. but i wouldnt care. i think i will continue eating it. heehee. but of a lesser quantity??? 

i went to school unwillingly. if its not because of FIT quiz and FP tutorial, i wouldnt go to school on monday. but well. im glad i went. because my lovely BFAS were rather sweet. Marc bought a strawberry pocky, chosen by Si'en and the purpose of it was to CHEER ME UP!!!  soo happy when i heard about it. but because im tooooo sad, i dint eat it. im so sorry!! heehee. also, thanks to my other classmates too!!!! i bet i get wellll sooooo quickly because of all the blessings ive gotten from all of u all. 

and not forgetting my beloved Baohui and Gladys. the both of them were very worried about me. cause im rather moody. and i text baohui, telling how bad im feeling now because of my face on sunday night. so sorrry to disturb u, darling. :D so, im glad im surrounded by a big group of friends whom always care and concern about me, esp baohui. hahaha! cause sunday night, i was pestering her!!! 

just like when im sick, and when i need someone the most, my best friends are just a phone call away. but on the other end, some are telling me that everything will be okay. 

actually the sentences(above) are from a song, however, ive editted it to suit here. and i find it true, because only my best friends will be there when i need. nagging and telling how bad you feel to some other people rather than your best friends, they will just say " No worries, you'll be fine." aint this true or even sound familiar??? its already a cliche!!! what i need is totally more than the few words used to form that phrase!!! dont even want to say thats a sentence la!!! omgggg. well. actions speak louder than words. some may disagree. but, anybody who had been through the same thing, i'm sure you feel the same way.

past few days, im rather vexed n down, cause i dont know what i want, and not knowing what should i do. however, that part of me left yesterday. i know what i want now, and im glad to have what ive now; friends and family. i realize i need nothing more than this, currently. i dont know why, but i know, i'll lose control if that carries on. 

understanding someone is my forte(i know, im super random), however, sometime, i really dont wish to have this "sixth" sense. cause the imperfections(super imperfect,i swear!!!!ask me if u wanna know) of a person are bothering me!! well. for my best friends, you guys are fine. cause im immune to ALL of your(you guys) imperfections. hell lots of it, but I CAN TAKE IT!!!! i know that no one, NO ONE, on this bloody earth is 100%perfect. however, we can tune ourself to like 80% to perfection?? some of the perfections are really perfect when it comes to my imperfections. rather confusing, but well, hope it does make some sense. im tired of this. damn tired. 

maybe the old me was dead and gone, bring away all my wants and needs. no longer vying for attention, no more bottling of feelings. i lead a happy life, and rather happy of who am i now; satisfied with my life. i dont know why i wanted to blog htis, but i just want everyone to know, ive changed. ive lived through tragic situation, and ive become a "superwoman"!!! :D i rely on friends, true friends. dont break my trust. 

okay. i shall end here. gotta study my triple A's quiz. hopefully i'll do well. and sadly, i needa wait another 2more weeks for the professional shots!!! only 7 photos, but better than nothing. hopefully jean chose the best photos amongst the best!!!! hahahaha! :D 

XOXO

RACHAEL BERLYN AW