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.Friday, May 1, 2009 ' 1:50 AM Y

WHEN I GROW UP

yes. i know im alrdy consider a grown up, but still not to the extent of bearing all the heavy responsibilities. in fact, im still a minor, okay!!! so, yeah. i can still enjoy my life now. :)))

i was browsing through my pictures, and i realized, ive grown old. oh! should be mature, instead. well. dont know whether its a good or bad thing because firstly, i look super horrifying in the past. secondly, growing old is not a good thing, in fact.just imagine your skin all become crumpled, wrinkles growing. AWWWW!!! glad to see ive sooo much changes, and the same thing goes to my beloved friends. i dint realize we have changed soooo much, so much till i feel so embarassed when i was looking at the pictures; those which are like a few yrs back and the ones that im super tan for NDP. *faints*

and the above pics were taken when i was the NDP ambassador for 2008. because of this event, i was being tanned, super tan. initially i dint realize that until baohui told me that i was becoming dark, and she showed me the pictures that i took with gladys. OMG!!! is super OMGOMGOMG! and also, i realize that i no longer fit into bright colours top. which is like die, because ive lots of colours clothes!! not only that, i look ugly on every pictures. so, i quickly start my whitening mission!!! thanks baohui for all the whitening pproducts!!! haha! :)

SUPER CUI! like what i told shiv(yes, u are being mentioned!) , we're super cui. cui toooo much already. i bet every single one of us has changed, and becoming better instead. esp the one in green(above pic). haha! and i think we seriously need to take a latest pic to compare how much we have changed!!!!!! i think if i show these pictures to baohui, shelly, sock and meihong, i think they might want to kill me. shiv not mention in here because ive sent the pictures to her; allowing her to SEE DURING HER FREE TIME!!! then she can reflects and scares herself. thats what she told me!!! :)))

and well. just a year, for instance, all of us changed sooo much. marc told me that we look super young when we were in year 1. then i was like wondering, how much can we changed. but he just told me, "ALOT!" WOW!!! ALOT!!!! oh my. so, i dont think people can stay young forever, except young at heart. but its super weird to be like behaving young but with an extremely old look. *yucks* the few pictures are like having the same theme, having presentation but for different modules, at different point of time. we are soooo much different as in the feelings that we gave. like for the first presentation pic, we are like more of being forced to take this pic. the smiles, super fake. but the second one, we are like more comfortable with each other. dont u think so??? my darlings BFAS???!! LOL.

WELL. everyone changed; better or worst, its up to your control. some how, some things are tailor made to happen at this point of time. i tend to ask, what do i want in life. how i want my life to be like. but most of the time, i dont get any answer. because i want toooo much things in life, and yet, i want the old things, old feelings, to remain. and for some stuff, i dont wish to change, neither i want to have it new. for some, ive lost it/them, and i never have the chance to have it back. and even if i do, i might not want it. well. human are soooo troublesome, and not knowing what they want most of the time.

well. i shall end my post here. good night!

LOVE

BAOYING

Life still goes on