LISTENER

Hi darlings. im back, once again. FINALLY, IM HAVING MY HOLIDAYS!!! IM SOO HAPPY cause im simply enjoying it! :)))))))))))))

today, i gonna blog about me, as a listener. first and foremost, im not trying to boast about myself, but i realize that, many of my friends and the people around me, tend to share their problems/secrets/stories to me. im glad they did, and i shall thank them for sharing it with me, because i learn alot from all these experiences. :D 

as i listener, i get to hear lots and lots of problems. be it love, life or friendship. oh! and even health and family problems toooo.  most of the time i will really think hard about it. and even reflect it on myself, am i just too fortunate???  

i lead a simple, yet rather blissful life. 

im not very rich, but i have enough to spend. i need not work like a buffalo/cow, spending sooo much time working in the field, unwilling. not because im lazy or rather just wanna be a 'burden' to my parents for spending their money. however, now, its still not the time. i spend what i save, i save what i have.  i dont need to spend on luxury goods, but sometime, i do pamper myself with some of it. BUT NOT always and very expensive one. and yes, i do not want to be poor in the future. apparently, who wish to be poor?? 

i have great friends cum sisters. they are always there for me, and i feel so fortunate to be loved by them. thou i dont have a boyfriend, i think i felt im being loved as friends, as a family. :)

i have fantastic family, cousins; they are just simply perfect and i will still choose them if i have a chance to choose to, after life.. my results aint bad, average; considered not bad alrdy. 

wellwell. i'm glad with what i have, and i think there isnt a need for me to change my life. thou sometime i do nag and blame my life, blame who so ever come in my way when im angry and in bad mood. however, i do not mean it. thats something i guess majority of the people will do. 

i am fighter. i fight positively for a chance, a hope, everything. my teacher once told me, everyone has to fight for their life. in this society, only fighter wins, cause they fight for everything. they are strong, nv give up and look everyone as a competitor, and have a friendly competition. 

initially i dont agree with him but as the days go by, looking at the people around me everyday, you seriously treat you as their competitor. having a friendly or unfriendly fight, i dint want to mention it. i dont understand but why, why u have to fight with ur own friends???? aint friends suppose to help each other? well. i totally dont understand. 

selfish idiot shit! i'll remember you!!!!!!!!!! i forgive but nv forget how you did to me.angry sia, come to think about it. ~!@#$%^&*

okay. i shall end here. goodnight. anw, this wkend are occupied by my retard camp. i dunno why i joined. must be because of the annoying CCA points. damnit! haha. 

i will.i can.im sure.

XOXO

BERLYN BAOYING