.Friday, August 7, 2009 ' 11:02 PM Y
FAILURE
HELLO!
Well. Its day 18, and I realize I’m such a bad girlfriend; failed to be one!
All along, its him who puts in the effort to make our relationship or rather our ‘honeymood’ period a memorable one. He plans for everything, and gave me ‘multiple choice’ for me to choose, so at least I’m happy. Though sometime i’m the one giving in, I think its worth it. I think, he had treated me just like a spoilt brat or rather a pampered princess.
Sometime I Wonder why he treats me soo well; making the effort to come all the way to woodlands for just a meal, the way he dote me (just like how my parents do) and many many more. It’s simply too much to mention how great he is, and how ‘silly’, and hardworking this guy is.
From day 1 to now, I guess I did nothing but just enjoy how he pampers me.
I didn’t travel all the way to Tampines to meet him just for a meal. I did dote on him, however, its totally incomparable to how he treats me. I didn’t execute my plans to surprise him, be it for lunch or just a meet up session, though I have the heart to do so. I didn’t make the effort to do everything, and anything.
Well. Sometime, I think it’s rather tiring for him to do all this; everything. I don’t know why I feel so, but, whenever I think of how he gives the best to me, I’m totally speechless. Feeling blessed to have him, but at the same time, I think I took him for granted.
I think, its time for me to do something about it. It takes two hands to clap. He can’t be the one putting all his heart and soul to do everything for us. So, from today onwards, I gonna treat him better this time round.
I don’t know why I say all this, but, I just want him to know, I’m grateful to have him by my side. I can see and feel all the little things he did, and I really appreciate it. Though he may thinks that he didn’t do much, no matter what, HE DID WAY MORE THAN WHAT I’VE DONE. MANY MANY TIMES MORE!
So people. I gonna be good to him many many times more than now.
WITH LOVE
BERLYN BAOYING

Life still goes on