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.Friday, September 4, 2009 ' 1:32 PM Y

TGIF

hello all.

today is friday, which means, my chalet is here, and not forgetting ..... MY BIRTHDAY! well. thou there's still about 3-4 more days before my birthday, im just super excited about it. probably im uber excited is because i dont know what has my boy planned. its great to be kept in suspense, and purely because I LOVE SURPRISES! sound kinda sick, but my birthday for every years have always been a "bang", a grand one. with lots of people celebrating with me, and with lots of birthday wishes. even though every year i dont receive many presents, i'm just very happy to see my friends spending some of their times with me. :) so now, what i can do was to wait patiently, just a few more days before the surprise can be reviewed to me. :D EXCITEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

so far, my interviews have been good. and monday, which is on my bday itself, i gonna go for a training for body essential. its kinda suck to the core, as that monday IS MY BDAY. yet i have to wake up at such an early hr to go for the training which will last for max 2 hrs. wasted 2 hrs of my celebrating time with my boy. tsk tsk :S hopefully i get to start work on tuesday. its has been ages since? i last work. and from the past working experience, i dint get to work for this (beauty) industry. and yes, IM FINALLY WORKING FOR ONE THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!! wellwell. this year has been a pleasant year, with all my wishes come true!!!! :) :D im sucha lucky girl. hoooray! :) :)

wahh. i sound rather high.... which was to prepare for the chalet. hahaha. though i guess the chalet will not be as enjoyable as the ones we, AnE, used to have. Because all of us seem to have drifted apart, with their personal and school events piling up. and some, i dont know, but we are just somehow, "not like friends anymore". i hate this kind of feelings as we get to know each others for about close to 7 years. it kinda disappointed to see your friends, or some, best friends, treating you like this. where have all our wonderful memories went to???

the times we used to steal each others pens. the times we spend our june holidays together. the times we played hard and studied hard together. the times we complained and nagged at each other. the times we chalet, shop, eat, sleep, shit together. the times we used to do things together. and not forgetting the the times we used to call each other best friends, a family.

i really hope to find back those "the times" feelings all back, especially we behave and have the feel of a family. but quietly, the memories have all been slowly deleted from each others' memories, and slowly, we will all just be acquaintance, or rather strangers.

XOXO
BERLYN BAOYING

Life still goes on