I’m here, blogging about my life these few days/weeks.
Yes, school life is definitely shitty, due to early lectures and crazy tutorials. Though there isn’t a lot to do, its just simply tough espcially Investments and Credit management. These two modules are getting tougher each time. Same goes for CFAS and Treasury. Well, it’s rather sad to see that you are interested in that particular module, but you simply can’t get the hang of it. Siansation.
It’s rather boring for me, to talk about my school stuff because I will be saying the same old things again and again. But well. That’s how I usually start on my post. Haha. I don’t know why. :x
OKAY. I have something to announce, and that is, IVE PASSED MY BTT! Phew~ that’s like finally man! My second try and I’ve succeeded!!! This time round, there’s more blessings from my friends and love ones. That’s why I’ve passed! Heehee. I wo’nt claim my own hard work cause I can see how my friends and love ones want me to pass my BTT. That’s why I did it, and did not disgrace myself and them. So the reason I’ve passed, I guess it’s because of them.
Life has been so far so good, eliminating away my boring school life of lectures and tutorials. Well. though there are some bullshits that happened between me and my dear boy, it's all over now. we are fine, and we will always be fine everytime we had some quarrels. Or i shall say, no more quarrels anymore?? which i think its impossible, cause to me, in a r/s, its a norm for a couple to quarrel. cause thats when they tend to speak up and the truth. no hidden secrets. and also, it's the time when they get to know each other even more in depth; their expectations, their feelings etc. it's something i cannot explain. In a Relationship, it's just like attending a lesson on life and human beings. You learn from your mistakes and study the things that happened. Its like leading a normal life, you have to reflect what you did at the end of the day. You have to write a reflection about yourself, and the things that you HAVE to learn and remember. To maintain in a relationship is easy, however, the willingness to maintain it is difficult. So to me, if you want your relationship to be long or short, its really up to you. No other factors will end your relationship, because at the end of the day, you are the one choosing to either forgive and forget everything that happened, or just put a stop and end this relationship. None can change your mind except yourself. So what if all shit happened again and again? If there's still love between each other, i guess, you will just forget it, and hope this would not happen again, and again and again. The same old reason for forgiving is, hope this would not happen. it will remain the same for the first time, as well as the second, third, forth etc.
okay. above are somethings that ive learnt. be it right or wrong, thats what i think. And im very glad that my dear boy will still always forgive me everytime, and still love me tenderly. okay. i shall post some pictures.
OKay. the above pepero chocolate sticks its from my dear boy. yes, my recent crave for it. and little did i know, he went to buy 40 boxes of this!!!!!!!! heee heee. i guess, thats why my life is still this sweet!







HEEHEEHEE!!! the above pictures, are EXTREMELY CUTE RIGHT??? Finally get to eat, CUP CUP NOODLES! finally its from a CUP! not those common cup noodles from the stores. Well. its some jap instant noodles, with very cute ingredients. hee. i seriously dont bear eating them, but i have no choice! :x ITs far tooooo cute to be eaten, serious. and well. ive been craving that since dunno when, when i saw it from his house. Then he had a hard time looking and purchasing this. and then, he cooked this for me! still bluff me that its milo. but well. i love how he really give me little surprises here and there. well. not just love his surprises, but also love him! seriously, im damn and extremely lucky to have him. :) seriously.
okay. i needa stop here, and have my sleep. school's tmr, and my date with my dear boy, mr tan soon han tooo! :) okay. goodnights!
XOXO
BERLYN BAOYING




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