TEMPORARY HOME

Little boy, 6 years old
A little too used to bein' alone
Another new mom and dad, another school
Another house that'll never be home
When people ask him how he likes this place
He looks up and says with a smile upon his face

"This is my Temporary Home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this is my
Temporary Home."

Young mom on her own
She needs a little help got nowhere to go
She's lookin' for a job, lookin' for a way out
Because a half-way house will never be a home
At night she whispers to her baby girl
Someday we'll find a place here in this world

“This is our temporary home
It's not where we belong
Windows and rooms that we're passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where we're going
I'm not afraid because I know this is our
Temporary Home."

Old man, hospital bed
The room is filled with people he loves
And he whispers don't cry for me
I'll see you all someday
He looks up and says "I can see God's face"

"This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This was just a stop,on the way To where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this was
My temporary home."

This is our temporary home.

Temporary Home by Carrie Underwood

Hello all.

Im here blogging again, J

Been away from blogging for a long time, and at the same time, many things happened. Yes, feelings and moods fluctuate and changes from time to time. And I realize, I have very serious mood swing, when I see sometime I don’t wish to see, and hear something I don’t wish to hear. I bet all my beloved girlfriends will know about this right? Hee.

Okay. The above song was from Carrie Underwood, someone who can sing such song very well. The emotions are clearly brought out in this song, and every time I listen to this song, I can picture all the 3 stories/scenes that are mentioned in this song; A little boy to an old man.

But the moral of this song is to tell us to be optimistic towards life, be it the hard times, or before death. Just be optimistic, and you yourself will feel good. Just like if you buried yourself with misery, you will definitely feel miserable. However if you fill your life with hope and happiness, this will definitely make your life easier. Because life is temporary, whereby, somehow someday, you will leave this world, and your life come to an end. It is so temporary. Your money, your love ones, your fortune, these will not be with you forever. It would be there with you one day, and the next day, it might be gone. But that doesn’t mean we can be laid back towards life, and not doing anything to improve your current situation.

Just like how I feel towards my life. My relationships with my dear boy and my girlfriends are not permanent.

Yes, though my times spent with my dear boy are sweet at times, however, I couldn’t change him. I couldn’t change his attitude, his behavior and his habits. He is not custom-made for me. Although love has no boundaries, I somehow don’t wish to see him leading a life, being someone who is not the real him. Though sometime I wish and hope he could change this, change that for me, I think at the end of the day, will the both of us be happy? I don’t know, but somehow, I guess, it wouldn’t be that happy that is from the bottom of the heart, or rather the happiness might simply be temporary. Well, probably the both of us aren’t the ‘the one’ for each other? I don’t know because I think im not the cure to his ‘illnesses’ and I believe that one day, he will be able to find someone who he is willing to be different from who he is now for her. And that’s when they are the perfect fit for each other, each curing each other ‘illnesses’. But still, I thank him for all the sweet and memorable times that we had spent together. And i’ll keep my finger cross and prayed the best for the both of us.

And just to add on to my point of being a cure for each other, I’d heard a story of his friend, that this guy(his friend) is soft hearted only to his ex-fiancée especially. That is the reason why he proposed to her, however due to certain reasons, it didn’t work out as plan. Though there are some problems between them, he might still forgive her for all the things that she did. The possible reason behind it might be, he thinks that she is the one for him, and that’s why he is willing to forgive her? I don’t know, and I think I shouldn’t be interfering too much. It doesn’t concern about me. But I realize that is true love, undeniable one.

And to my girlfriends, we will be leading different life in the future, each of us doing different things. Can we still do what we usually do all the times in the future? There are several or tons of question marks in our minds about us in the future. But I believe it will not be the same like now in the future.

Probably after these few days of shits that happened, I’ve becoming more optimistic towards my life. I’ll just follow with the flow, and follow my heart. If I think things aint on the right track, and continue going on with it might make me feel even hurt and cry even more, I think it will be wise enough to do something to it. This apply to everything, be it school work or to relationships.

True enough, I’ve grown stronger and tougher this few weeks. Knowing life is so fragile and many things won’t always stay the same as before. An angel can turn into angel; a right word can ended up be the wrong one. Human beings are with flaws, and that’s the reason why, I love my shadow. It looked so flawless whereby I look tall and slim. Unable to see my features and complexion, I think my shadow look pretty. That’s something I might disgust you, however, don’t you think that when couples take shadow shots, they look uber sweet? I don’t know how you guys feel, but their shadows, hands locking onto each other, they seem so sweet, look so flawless. But probably, they might be looking at each other eyes with hatred. That’s my stupid imagination, but somehow, I think, shadows are deceiving.

Okay. I shall end this stern post with something funny.

WITH LOVE

BERLYN BAOYING