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.Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ' 1:49 AM Y

FLOWERS

HELLO all.

blogging at this ungodly hour. had my beauty sleep in the afternoon today. so, kinda energetic now. maybe its because of the website that my dear boy showed me just now. hee. lots of posionous stuff, but seriously, there's some cashflow problem now. LOL. banking student shld speak like a banking student. thats what my teacher said. so, not on a tight budget but of cashflow problems.

well. last week and these few days past by extremely fast. now, its wednesday. Ive cleared my first table topic for bcomm, and i think i did just fine. but i should slack cause there;s still next week. no idea what topic i'll get. pray hard i will get relatively easy topic to talk and discuss about.

im very happy today, cause i get to see my dear boy! hee. though i just met him on sunday only. but still, im happy to see him today. :) also, i would like to thank him for having the thought of buying me gift out of the sudden. Be it there is or not, i know he is still the besT! and the one for me. i love you! ;)

hmmm ive been planning hard for his bday which falls on jan 19. its kinda a tough one for me to plan as his work and my school is on that day. so by the time we meet, it would be night time. and there's nth much for us to do, beside catching movie and hve dinner. hmmm. its seems like its a failed plan to me, cuase it suppose to be a bday celebration for that very special one. yet, such plan is like for normal dating. nothing special. so i feel kinda bad and depress when i think about it. moreover, ive sometime been a v bad gf too. haisssss. what can i do? i feel bad. rly bad. :( sorry dear if i cant come up with unforgettable bday celebration for u. its that expectation in me for ur bday mentally disturbing me. so its not ur fault.

ok. enough of sad stuff. i was reading a blog, and i saw my friend receiving a few stalks of sunflower! thats like WOW! it lift up my spirit instantly, to see that flowers so beautiful. i think it look much better than roses. well. all along, i love sunflowers mroe than roses. sunflower look so cheerful, and simply great.with just a stalk of it, its already more than enough. with a few more, its beyond perfect. if more than about 3, i think its far too much. cuase with like a bouquet of sunflowers, the centre of each flower, combine together will look damn disgusting. hahahaha. so yeah. a few stalks of sunflowers are simply far beyond perfect. :)

school stuff are hitting me damn hard now. with dead line week after week. and had none started. well. seriously. from tomorrow, i needa chiong credit management like mad. if not, i bet i will not get things done by friday, and had to pull down my innocent group mates. tired! oh. today is the first ime that i ever fall asleep during lecture. so this shows that ive damn freaking tired. getting not much power sleep. and yet, im still awake now. damnit.

okay. i shall end my post here.

WITH LOVE
BERLYN BAOYING

Life still goes on