What a boring afternoon today. Oh well. Sometime, i think it would be better if im back to school now, at least i have something to do and have my classmates to talk to. at least they are there to keep my occupied and entertaining me. whereas now, im lying on the sofa, building castle in the sky, and totally, doing nothing. Even with television on. what a life im leading.

yes i know that i would beg for such life when school reopens. well. humans are like that. when something is there, you wont treasure until you have either lost it, or when you started dying for it. just like what im doing now.

there's other thing i would like to blog about, and that is, the difference between silly/wild thoughts and gut feel. can someone tell me how to differentiate the both of them?

people told me to follow my heart to do the things i want, and how i want things in life. however, could that thought that i have be just some silly thoughts, instead of my gut feel? its really confusing. whereby i have super active brain and tend to think alot at most of the time.

oh well. i guess i have to depend on myself. hopefully i know what im doing, and thinking.