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.Friday, July 2, 2010 ' 9:47 PM Y

T.G.I.F??

hello people.

im blogging on a friday night. such a loser right? lol. but well, im damn freaking disgustingly bored tonight, and im serious about it. so its that a good thing that it a friday today???

never did i realise that a friday night can be so hard to past, with friends and love one out. either watching soccer, or catching up with friends. and im alone, at home, facing the walls that i had faced for several years.

at times, staying at home for tooo many days can be devastating as well. its almost similar to a jail at times. just that you have the freedom and choice to go out. i believe that majority of us will not like to stay home for more than 5days a week!!!! unless there is no other choices, JUST LIKE ME, NOW! !@#$%^*&^%$#@!~ been at a house, or room for the past few days, beside going to school or driving. thats about it. such a boring life i can lead.

browsing my way in facebook, and i saw my friend, posting, 02072010, such a bad day. oh well. i agree all the way man! what a unfortunate day. O.o but at least, there are still people like ME, staying at home today.

well. at least a walk around the park can make me damn bloody happy. just that its dark and its rather wet outside now. i can only pint my hopes on the tv show, but come on. mediacorp rarely broadcast nice show. damnit! even if it does, it like those days im out or busy with school works esp when im having exams. well, even the cable tv is bored tooo. what a day.

yes, i may have projects to work on. however, who wont be sick and tired about it? idiotic. now, i can say a poem of vulgarities out man, cause im damn freaking bored. im dying to go out, both physically and mentally. this is how bad i really want to go out and NOT COPING AT HOME DOING THIS POST.

and after today, i realise, I CANNOT BE A HOME MAKER!!!! staying at home for so many hours per day. so many days a wk. however, provided that my husband is willing to bring me out and give me money to do shopping. so i think, tai tai life suits me more!!! hahahahahahahahaha! *dreaming about one*

okay. i shall go off now. bye.

XOXO
BERLYN BAOYING

Life still goes on