.Monday, August 30, 2010 ' 5:03 PM Y
I don't know or care if any people read all the posts, though some posts I really hope that someone could read it. At the same time, I don't need a microphone to voice out what I wanna say. As such, I'll just continue to blog. Hoping one day u will read n freaking understand how I feel inside.
People say It's normal for a couple to quarrel however having too much of this isn't good. We do understand each other much more, but I realize everything will not be the same anymore. What we used to do and say, We won't do it anymore. Such things do not happen by mistakes anyway. Excuses are said are doubled, while feelings faded by another double. So what am I to you, after series of arguments which I think might happen again. Since doubts are not cleared, trust are not built.
I question and think through everytime. Sometime swallow those tears and remind myself, there isn't a point for me to cry since there us no one here/there to pity me. Most importantly, he cannot see and so dint even have the idea of u crying. So what the fuck you cry?! Dumb ass.
Well. I think I need To wake up my mind, and clearly think through it. So, soon enough I can kick away the habit.
Love me
Berlyn

Life still goes on