.Sunday, October 31, 2010 ' 6:53 PM Y
finally, im able to move on, without any hesitation. i finally understand what does it mean by time heals. many of my friends picked up my broken heart and mend them back together. so at the end of the day, i realize, im not alone. :)
so after i stood up, and i called his mum on her birthday. she was glad to know that im fine and in fact, grown stronger. she was happy to hear that im doing well now, and leading my life without him. she's even happier that i made this choice, all my myself. she reminded me to eat, as she knows that im always skipping meals. upon all the remarks she made, i will always remember how she "encourage" me to walk out of his life, if we are not happy, and he's not meant for me.
she told me, women are to be loved. if you couldnt find someone who can shower you TLC, there isnt a pt to be together. on top of that, we women have to be independent, lets not depends on man to keep us survive. the society had changed, unlike the old days. so if he couldnt provide you with things that you longed for, hoped for, just leave him. she doesnt want to see both of us quarreling all the time, and she couldnt do anything.
come to think about me, i am quite a dumbass for not picking up that piece of advise early. but true enough, shes witness most of our little fights. i believe at the end of the day, she hurts the most. but still, she's a great woman, a lovely mother. i thank her for all the TLC she shows to be when im with him. and so the little advices here and there.
disappointment comes and goes, but life still goes on. so we should learn to face the day, forget about the world of yesterday. maybe we should laugh a little, hope a little more every single day.
im glad to say, im much happier now, with all my friends, families and internship that comes along. i bet he is too.
berlyn
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