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.Sunday, November 7, 2010 ' 2:04 PM Y

hi all.

suddenly there;s this urge to blog. probably im sian today(now) and ya. what i can do now was just rot around the house.

ive been out for the past few days, literally everyday from monday to yesterday. oh well, as usual, internship on the weekdays. had lots of fun and ..... appointments as well. THats the most rewarding things for my internship, beside learning experiences and some other shits. all in all, i enjoyed myself there, as a intern and as a friend. my leader is a nice girl. and i count myself lucky to be under her care. and im serious about it.

so been drinking for the weekends, and on thursday and friday as well. its fun, and its been a long time since i last touched alcohol. not to be humble, but i havent been touching alcohol for like almost a year? excluding the times that i had it with him. OMG. BAOYING, what have you been doing?! sigh. what the fuck is wrong that time. hahahahaa. thats why i almost knock out after a few rounds of beers, and a shot on thursday. but soon after, i had drinks again on friday. slightly more than what i have on thursday. and its was cool! not feeling much tipsy. and sooooon after that again, i had more drinks on saturday! kinda tipsy, and i can feel the place is spinning around. BUT SURPRISINGLY, i can still manage to send marcus's friend back his house, together with Marcus and one other guy friend of ....., I DONT KNOW WHOSE FRIEND WAS THAT! but still, im safe and i reached home safe and sound.

people said im much more carefree as compared to those days. and i was like wtf. how can i be carefree on those days!? hahahaa. so ya. and i realise, i really got slimmer, weighing abt ** now. :P ask me if you really wanna know, people. but anyway, i can feel my bones protruding out, esp my ribs bone, back bones. im damn bloody happy, and even my secondary school friend, ming yong, says i have a hot back. :X so people, i gonna go train up myself, and make places big as it supposed to. HAHAHA. i think you guys get what i mean. cause my dieting seriously killed THERE! but still, i think i look better now. with lighter body, nicer skin and wider smile. ;)

oh and i met alot of friends, though we are like acquaintance. didnt speak alot but still, comeon. thats how friends start right. so ya. basically, they are nice bunch of people who do what they want, and live by who they are. aint shy to tell me who and why. i respect them alot, and ya. thats how we should behave, isnt it. its different mixing ard with them, as they are much open-minded, and so much .... FUN!!

its great, and ya. i felt safe there. there should be a place where we wanna slack,chill and party at the same time. nobody really bothers who you are. they are here, to have fun. so ya. thats why when i was there with marcus, i was being pulled to the dancefloor by his friends. and poof, marcus is gone. so am i, with a group of newly met friends. hahahahaa. thats something i like about there, seriously. and it will be a cycle. Marcus is gone, his friends are back, vice versa. so thats the reasons why i went home with someother guys. :X

anw, i love my life now. i got the chance to experience things that i once thought i couldnot. so people, im alright now. im not using alcohol to toxify my minds right now. im using alcohol to experience what lifes like to be with friends, and basically, having fun. i wont drunk with regrets.

berlynbaoying

Life still goes on