I Had A Dream.

This morning, i woke up feeling awkward; Awkward from the dream i had in my sleep. Feeling unsure of whats going on, i woke up realizing that it was just a dream. And im glad that it was just dream, and nothing real.

I dreamt that he came back looking for me. and from there, it continued. i dont know why i accepted and yeah, its just like a normal relationship. quite dumb of me but i know this will not happen. i know i will never accept him back, and so is he. oh well. maybe sien and i was discussing too much about the lessons that we learned from this recent relationship. thats why i dreamt of him. not an excuse. However, this dream was so true, to the extent that it was quite believable. But luckily a phone call wakes me up and disturb everything. i dont want to slip into that "depression" that i once had during the break up.

but gladly, im doing well now, extremely. cause i have been dieting, I KNOW ITS LIKE A NORM. however, this time round, im SOD (seriously on diet). NO LONGER POD(permanently on diet). been exercising 3 times a week, from kick boxing, yoga and jogging. this morning, i just went for brisk walk and incline climbing. YAYNESS to the max. had all my actitvities planned for next week. gonna jog on monday, and on tuesday with sebby. working extremely hard on my body for CNY, as well as my trip.

like what i told sien, as for now, i do not want to get into any relationship yet. as i realize this is the prime time for me to play, mingle around to get to know more friends. and indeed, i get to know more friends via my friends, as well as my colleagues. got even closer with them after everything ended.

now im on the road to new discovery, new challenges and happiness. no longer on the road to recovery. LOL. oh well. who doesnt need a road to recovery after break up? i bet he needs it too. so, yeah. having new target in life. and that is to slim down, work hard to earn more money. as for now, i just have to finish my internship, do report and lastly, go for my 'graduation' trip with my darlings. im sooooooo excited about it.

oh well. life has to go on even the world is about to end. so, i wish everyone will be happy and healthy!

xoxo
berlyn baoying

Aw Bao Ying (Berlyn)
7 September 1990
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Banking and Financial Services,BFS



LOVES
to smile
to talk
to shop
my dimples!
my family
my clique & friends
AnE (:
the nature


HATES
school!
IT related terms etc!
people with attitude problems!


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